Reality

Trying to find my heart is hard. Really hard. I don't want to stop and really think about my life, my past etc.. I just want to barrel forward and keep busy b.c being quiet and trying to listen scares me. What if I don't hear anything? What if I do? Taking the time to find my heart is hard. What do I want to do with my life? How can I make a difference? I read something I liked. "Lord, show me who I am now, and who I can become - the person You had in mind when You created me."

Heart Happy

So we've apparently cursed the Colorado weather system because we haven't had more than a few and I mean a few inches of snow since the season started. Here we tell our son we are moving to a place where it snows and we haven't gotten any more than we got when we lived in Atlanta. Not cool, mother nature. Not cool.

But our son loves the snow. And so far he doesn't know that we should have snow up to his knees so he is perfectly content playing in the two inches we got. It's nice to see him out there having a great time. Granted, no other kids are out there because it's not legit snow but our son thinks its awesome, and sometimes that's enough.