Sunday, July 10, 2016

Boat Rocking

T Minus 3 weeks until we pack up our house and head to Colorado and I can't help but think in the dead of the night, "are we crazy?" Who does this? Is this a bad idea? Should we just be "happy" with what we've got and just forget about chasing our dreams? Or what we think is our dream? It's in the nighttime that the doubts start to creep up. Daylight has a way of banishing those scary thoughts. Are we doing the right thing? My parents aren't impressed we're moving. But you know what's sad? I've been here 14 years, husband has been here 18 years and there isn't any going away party for us. Nobody is going to miss us. How pathetic is that? I can't believe that's how we are meant to live life. Alone. Relationshipless (yes. that's a word). Friendless. That's a word.
Fellow dream chasers... how do you banish the doubting thoughts? Or do you listen to them? Are you one of the millions who has a dream in their heart but never pursues it because life gets in the way? It's so much easier to just stick with status quo. Don't rock the boat. Nobody move. Everything is awesome. Life couldn't be better. Or could it?

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